Tag Archive | Self belief

SHE IS MORE THAN ENOUGH.

Today she stood face to face with her  dreams and wondered why it cannot be her.

She questioned herself and asked why,

why can’t  she achieve her dreams? Why  can’t  she be successful and have the  life she has always  longed for? Why  can’t she be  the woman she dreams and aspires to be? The why’s just kept getting  longer.

As she sat in silence, expecting the answers to flow from her core, to her expectation there was no response. She waited for reasons and excuses to flow one after the other, but still no response. Could it be because of  the  fear she wondered. Or is it the colour of my skin. Could it be my size and height.Could it be because I was not born in a wealthy home, she thought. Or is it my lack of connection. Maybe it’s my background and upbringing  or maybe its just me.

No amounts of ‘Could it be’ could answer her questions, instead she had to look within. She sat in silence for what felt like forever and finally a voice from the wind whispered , “You are more than enough” She thought she was imagining things, but this  time the voice came from her core, the same core she had anticipated   the answers to flow from.

“You are more than enough……” She looked around  to see where the voice was coming from and no one was there. “You are more than  enough and you have always been enough” . It was that very moment that she realised that her inner soul was speaking directly to her. Not only was it speaking today but it has always been speaking to her, but she had failed to respond to the voice.

She had always been enough and this same voice had always been there, but she had refused to pay attention to it. Instead, it was easy to believe the negativity and thoughts of fear that consumed her mind.She already had the answers to the questions she was asking, but all along she had ignored the truth that was always with her.

She was more than enough to be the woman , she was created to be.

Strong and beautiful enough to love and be loved. Fearfully and wonderfully made and if she only choose to believe in herself there is no limits to what she can do and be.

The truth is,the only person who could limit her is herself.And as long as every ounce within her believes  she is enough, nothing or no one will stop her from accomplishing her dreams.

She is enough. Always  has been, always will be. If she  can  recognise who she is and not allow  her circumstances to define her, she will accomplish every dream.

For she is more than  enough.

Love and blessings

Christine Hill

Fear of the Unseen

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Fear is the prisoner of the mind.

Very often we spend a lot of time, fearing the unseen. We worry and ponder on things that have not even happened  and we let these things rule our minds.

What if becomes the thought of the day/month/year

WHAT IF I FAIL?(What if you succeed)

WHAT IF IT DOESNT WORK?(What if it works)

WHAT IF I LOSE?( What if you win)

WHAT IF SHE/HE  DOESNT LOVE ME?(What if he/she does love you)

WHAT IF I’M NEVER HAPPY?(What if you choose to be happy )

Notice that on every ‘what if ‘ there is a question mark, and questions often require answers. The answers we need must first of all start off on the inside of us. Regardless of how many people advise you and counsel you, in the end you have the final answer.

What if you  used the same negative energy and instead you begin to ponder on the possible positive experiences that can happen.

Often we limit ourselves to happiness. We believe that a fair few deserve to be happy and unfortunately some people have accepted the lie of believing that they are not deserving of happiness, but the truth is happiness can be possible for all us. We have the determining factor of deciding if we want to be happy and when we want to be happy.

Fear is a state of mind and equally happiness is a state  of one’s mindset. You are very much deserving  of happiness. It is your birthright that God intended for you. Do not be discouraged by the current season, because in due course there is a new season approaching.  However,  you will not get the best out of the new season by focusing on the current climate.

You see, faith is the substance of the things hoped for, yet unseen. It is also important to understand that fear is the opposite of faith. It is the constant doubt and oppression that takes over your mind and gives you reasons as to why things cannot or will not happen for  you.

I’m not saying that there won’t be struggles and challenges along the way,  however,  one must have the ability  to believe in themselves, believe in change and understand that no condition is permanent. Things will happen that will discourage you, but your faith in the midst of the struggles and challenges will be the fuel, that shifts you into your next position.

I want to renew your mind by letting you know change is possible. Not only is it possible, it is necessary.  I want to encourage you to choose faith. Though you do not know  the  ‘WHEN’ things will change at some stage, change must occur. Stop obsessing on the ‘HOW’. DO your part and watch God do the rest.

Your going  to finish strong in Jesus name. Amen

Remember the race is not for the faint hearted.  Change is coming!!!

Love always

Chrisy H.I.L.L

A letter to self about the value of time…

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Dear younger self,

You don’t know the plans The Lord has for you, but I just want to remind you that there is a plan.
You’re on a journey and at most times you won’t be aware of where the road is leading you to, but I want you to promise to keep moving. The only time you should stop moving is when you are looking back to see how far you have travelled.

I want you to enjoy the days of your youth, for one day you shall wake up and wonder where the time went and what exactly you did with the time. Do not be like some people who are now living in regret, wishing and pondering on their past, a past they can never get back.
Instead, I want you to cease each moment and be all that you were created to be. Notice I didn’t say “be some of who you were created to be”, I said be all, that means whatever you imagine and aspire to be. No limitations.

Do not despise little beginnings, for they are part of the moulding process. Just enjoy the journey, learning all the vital lessons along the way. Celebrate life and all the different events that occur, the good and the bad, but most importantly be happy in motion and love like never before.

Don’t allow life to pass you by, instead cease each moment and live your Best life now. The clock is ticking.

I love you and I’m with you

Your younger self
Christine H.I.L.L

Life is full of different colours, and they all make a rainbow of your life

Life is full of different colours, and they all make a rainbow of your life.

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I have had my fair share of bright sunny days, that are filled with love, laughter, joy and everything my heart desires and I have also had days that seemed dark and gloomy, where things appeared to be so bad, that somehow I never imagined things getting better for me.

During my dark days it was so hard to think about the bright days I had previously experienced, instead I chose to focus on all the negative aspects that were taking place.

Over the years I have learnt to accept that life is full of various colours, and with each colour that arises one must accept and endure that season. Some days you have dark colours where everything seems dark and gloomy and they are other days that seem brighter and more colourful

Just like a rainbow has various colours in order to be a rainbow, so does your life need the various experiences that you may experience.
A rainbow would not be a rainbow if some colours were missing. Each colour equally matters and forms the beautiful rainbow that we enjoy looking at.

It’s not a beautiful rainbow all the time, but if you can hold on to the colours, something great will arise. Every struggle and every pain make up your rainbow, these experiences are necessary in order for you to be the person you were created to be. You need every single part of your journey, to give you the life you love.

To everyone going through a difficult, challenging time be encouraged, knowing that after the rain has a poured a beautiful rainbow rises and the sun follows. By faith things can only get better.

signed with Love and blessings
Christine H.I.L.L

The pain you feel today, will be the strength you feel tomorrow

Dear broken person

I know you’re hurting. I know you’re wondering why it had to be you, after everything you’ve done and this is how life has decided to reward you.

You have so many questions your asking yourself , like why me? , what did I do to deserve this pain?, how did I allow myself to get here?

Though you search for the answers you can’t seem to find them. I’m here to encourage you that everything, not some things, I mean everything is going to work out. Out of your pain, you will sing a new song. With every tear that you cry, it will make you stronger and wiser than you’ve ever been.

One day you will even be able to thank your pain, for all the pain it has caused. You will understand , that had it not been for the things you went through, you wouldn’t be where you are at the moment.

I know it hurts now but it won’t be forever. Just hold on, the sun will shine again. Turn negative experiences into positive outcomes. What was meant for your harm, will work out for your good.

I’m praying for you and I know your wounds will be healed.

Signed with love

A woman who thought she had been broken, but has now been mended and is now stronger than before. No mistakes, just lessons!!
Christine H.I.L.L